Dating Apps vs Rent a gf Apps

Recently, I have been fed a lot of online videos about how people are using dating apps and today I saw a video about Apps women escorts in China use to conduct their "business".  It is sad and amazing at the same time to see how the usage has evolved. 

Dating apps are intended for users to use to meet dates.

Escorts apps are intended for business where you meet an escort and agree on the amount of money to be paid for service to be provided.

From the videos I have watched, the applications look sort of similar.  I believe the escort apps is easier to navigate than the dating apps but it is more likely to find a partner in the dating app.

In a way these applications have provided scientists with a easier way to gain data.

Anyhow, I think there are too many sophisticated users on these platforms so for someone like me, it probably scary to use these platforms now because who knows how long a sophisticated user had been lurking around on them for.

My walking dead ending

I used to watch the walking dead but I have stopped watching since a certain character died.  On top of that, the show continues to get darker, meaner and more gruesome.

The other night I started wondering how they would end the story.  This morning I did some research and no one has my ending.

The world of the walking dead will continually get more chaotic if they don't get rid of all of the walking deads.  The living are going to run out of ammunitions and it is exhausting to continually live while having to watch their backs all the time.  Unfortunately, Rick and all the people he encountered already used most of the resources readily available to them.  One way to get rid of the zombies as a group is to let nature do it's work.  They could have easily dig a big hole, lead a bunch of zombies into the hole and then bury them.  Nature will then do it's work and decompose the flesh, skin, muscles and all that will be left will be bones.

This way, they are being respectful to the dead.  The ending would be that, they continue to bury the remainder of the walking deads until all are buried and life can go back to normal and people can produce in peace again.

I think my ending is pretty good and happy too.

My imperfect body

I'm under the impression that my body was defective since the day of birth because when I was younger, a professional foot doctor once diagnosed me with some flat foot disease or something. I remember having to wear custom made foot pad to correct my imperfect feet.  I didn't like wearing foot pads so this habit of me purposely putting extra foot pad into shoes did not last long.  I was fine for a very long time until recently when I did something out of my everyday.

As you may know, I decided to explore the  mountains for a whole summer which made me walk, run and use my feet more than I would have.  I also started to train my stamina and blah blah blah so my imperfect feet decided to remind me that it's imperfect!

I've noticed that the arch of both of my feets are different.  As such the impact on my heel is different.  Having tired feet, I decided to create my own arch with the headbands I received.  They work quite well this morning in a pair of shoes that wasn't nice and snug.  The combination of sock and arch I have created was perfect for feet in need of a recovery.

Now, I'm wearing inversion flip flops to get the blood flowing to all of my toes and a back support to get my jelly back body back to where it was!

Productive use of my free time

I could be a very productive worker at work once I am up and running and familiar with my environment.

As a child, I had a lot of free time because I was very productive.  Meaning I finish the same amount of work faster and more accurately than others which provided me with ample of free time to play all I want without worrying about being unproductive.

As an adult, I have less free time even though I am still productive. When I am free, I want to relax and rest.  If I had only 2 hours of alone time each day, depending on my mood, I would either want to read a story, watch a story or play in a story.  A story that is not my story.

Anyhow, I think maybe starting next week, I can spend an hour at a book store each day and read comic books for free.  I like my tangible free and new copy.  I haven't read comic books for a while so everything I read now will be new to me!

Today, I am going to borrow from the library an entire season of a tv show that I have forgotten about.  That's at least 450 minutes of time occupied in the future or maybe 600 minutes. It's ten episodes and I forgot if it's 45 or 60 minutes show format.

If I was a lotto max winner

Today, someone asked me why would someone run a business that makes no money or constantly lose money.

My answer to such a question is simple, the owner of the business is a Lotto Max Grand Prize winner and can afford to run a business that only breaks even or is at a constant lost.

Reminder this week's lotto Max jackpot is an estimated fifty-five million dollars ($55,000,000)!  I forgot the tagline but it's catchy.

Appearance

Outdated research which is most likely still valid indicate that appearance matters.  We can have another updated research on this topic confirming that appearance matters.  I say outdated research because I am summarizing all the research that were fed to me during my days as a student.  I haven't been back to school at the university level for quite some time now so all of the research fed to me are now no longer new or current and could very well have been proven otherwise.

I digress.

In the past I wrote about how being labelled as "pimply, chubby, fat, ugly" affected me.  From time to time, I started wondering how someone being labelled as "extremely hot, pretty, beautiful, sexy, blessed with a nice body" might feel.  I also started thinking about how difficult it is to compliment someone on their appearance sometimes and then how much harder it is to tell someone they are out of shape.

I tend to say nothing unless if it is a compliment or someone asks me for my opinion.  I say nothing to someone who appears out of shape because I am not sure if others have already told them the fact that they are out of shape.  From personal experience, I was told at the dinner table that I should do something about my acne and asked if I washed my face with cleasing products.  I did not answer.  It was annoying enough to be called negative things at school and to be questioned at home too.  FYI, I was doing something about my acne problem that's why I have no permanent scar.  I stopped using the cleasing product after the comment at the dinner table and the acne disappeared.  Turns out the product, the face wash, was not right for my skin.  Washing my face with water was good enough for me.  I don't want to elaborate on other personal beauty or hygiene problems I resolved for myself as a teenager.  It's a freaking learning process to figure out what works for your body.  I'm a natural girl but I still use toothpaste, soap, shampoo and conditioner and indulge very occasionally in self-facial!

I find that I am very mindful of beauty products because of my personal experience.  I see a lot of very attractive people in my daily life.  By attractive, I mean they look healthy and vibrant.  I also find that my view may be different from another person view.  At the end of the day, I can only see, I am not the person with the body so I don't know how they are feeling.

I guess, I went on a long tangent in this late night post but back to the original topic.  It might be equally as hard at the other end of the spectrum where everyone is envious of how positively looking you are and what they can do to achieve your level of positive looks.  Anyhow, I like silly talks too.  It's troublesome sometimes with silly talks though because someone might be sensitive to the topic.  That's why my silly talks usually are with me, myself and I.

Obstacle Race Gear

Over the years, my Obstacle Race gear did not change much.  I tend to use gear that are cheap but of good quality.  For example, my freebie Bandana which I lost during my most recent Obstacle Race event.

That Bandana was so useful.  You can use it as a hat, you can use it as a handkerchief, you can use it as a fan, you can use it as a wrap.

During the many steep climb of my attempt to complete the ultra Beast event in less than 10 hours, I dropped my Bandana.  I had to take a moment during the race to sit down, think about all the places my Bandana has gone with me and how helpful it was.  I was very sad that it was lost in the race.

This year is the year I lost my Bandana. A year ago, I lost one flip flop.  I liked that flip flop very much as well.

Farewell my Bandana, I hope you are well.  Hopefully you and my lost flip flop find each other.